The Wait

I miss you so badly,
But no one else sees,
I keep it well hidden,
Inside of me,
My heart is hurting,
An unquenchable ache,
The longer I'm waiting,
The more that it breaks,
Yet I know all you need,
Is some time to yourself,
So I respect your requests,
And put my needs on a shelf,
Though I know not,
What you are going through,
I want you to know,
That I'm praying for you.

love, Kimbaby

Aaaaagh!!!

I know I haven't blogged in forever. Sorry.

Update - I got to keep my job partially after all - Happiness.

 

OMGOSH!!! Last night was probably the most fun I've had all Summer! I went to the Community Dance at the Scandinavian Festival with a group of friends and danced until midnight!!!!! It was soooo much fun!!!!! I totally thought I'd regret staying up that late since I had work today, but it was so much fun I don't even mind being dead tired. =)

Tonight = a big steaming pile of crap on a bun!

I went to the mall with my friend Amber and for awhile it was great. Good dinner, great deals on some back-to-school clothes, pretty good right? It was. Until my nearly brand-new phone disappeared! It's a Samsung Epix. Now I'm stuck without a phone for several days until Dad can figure out how to deactivate that one while reactivating my other SIM card. So sucky!!!! I survive my work days by texting my friends!!! Aaaggh!!!! ='(

I am so ticked at myself right now. 

I saw a quote that totally describes how I feel right now - "Well isn't that just the pickle on top of the crap sandwich that has been my day."

Grr.

Craptastic.

This morning my life was near-perfect,
But now it's just so far away,
'Cause my job went and flew out the window,
What a horribly craptastic day.

Yet that isn't all of the story,
Just a small bit I can tell,
'Cause this emotional roller-coaster,
Ain't making me feel so well.