Frustrated, Distressed, Sad, Confused, and Almost Hopeless.

That's what I am feeling right now.

As much as I would like to go into detail, there are some matters that are sensitive, and at least partially concern people who might read this. (as well as the fact that I simply don't have the time.)

The basic outline is this - I have a big decision to make some time within the next couple of months or so, and I have no idea what God wants me to do.

I also have a little problem with a couple of my friends at my school. One is in trouble and I haven't been able to reach her, and another, well, lets just say its way complicated.

And then on top of all this i have been dealing with a ton of spiritual issues inside myself. I know that Satan has been trying to get in my head, and while I am aware of it, He is still at least partially succeeding. I feel so hopeless in several situations. i know they are in God's hands, but 2 specific situations depend solely on my actions, in both the near and distant future.

That is why I need God's guidance so desperately, why I need it to be clear-cut and precise, with no room for doubt or probability of error.

I am really upset over a lot of stuff that has happened recently.
Sadly, some things are so.... I don't have an adjective, but because of the unnamed adjective, I cannot even divulge the whole story to the people I trust most in life.

(I apologize if I have made you curious only to leave you hanging, but I have to have somewhere to vent)

I close this post with simply this - Please pray for me, that God will give me clear guidance in all the situations that I am dealing with. I need all the prayer I can get.

Thanks....