So I've been having a bipolar day today.
I was great this morning at church, then I came home and got all depressed when I was alone, and then I just had dinner and I feel better again because I got to talk with my aunt and uncle and cousin. Lots of funny stories and laughing.
I think I have some of what's going on figured out. When I'm left alone with my thoughts, because I hate being alone, I start thinking about the times when I wasn't alone and it makes me sad and depressed.
Unfortunately, knowing the problem doesn't really fix it.
I guess I'm just gonna have to trust God. I know he has a plan for me and my life, and I know it's better than anything I could ever imagine. I'm just gonna have to wait for it. God will show me who the right person is someday, I just need to be patient in the meantime, and focus on Him. After all, who better to be my valentine than the one who gave up everything for me?
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