What Was, And Who I Truly Am.

His eyes.....
The eyes, such a perfect piercing blue.....
The eyes that used to fill with such emotion - compassion, sorrow, love......
The eyes I wanted to stare into forever....

His arms....
The strong arms, the warm arms.....
The ones that wrapped around me so perfectly......
The ones I wanted to be held in forever.....

His voice.....
The laughing voice, the happy voice....
The serious voice, the pain filled voice.....
The soft voice, the loving voice....
The one I wanted to forever whisper in my ear.....

His hands....
The strong hands, the firm hands.....
The soft hands, the supportive hands....
The hands I wanted to catch me when I fall.......

The wait....
The wait so long and painful that I endured...
The wait until I could be with him again for real....
The wait that tested my strength, patience, endurance...
The wait that ended in heartbreak and disappointment.....

The words....
The words that he spoke so unfeeling....
The words that crushed my heart....
The words that closed the door....
The words my heart even still tries to deny....

Our God.....
The one I trust....
The one I love.......
The one I'm giving my everything for....
The one I will follow till the ends of the earth, no matter the cost....
The one who will heal this breaking heart....
The one who tells me I am worth fighting for...
The one who gives me my true worth, despite what others say...
My God, my Jesus, my King, my Lord, my Savior, my Lover, my Hero....
My Jesus. <3